Realization

Ive come to the realization that its going to be a VERY long time before i get a good nights sleep again. Its been about a week now since ive slept well. Its amazing how much it takes to even turn over in bed! not to mention that im not supposed to turn over....when someboby tells you that you HAVE to sleep on your left side....your left side becomes very uncomfortable, and all you want to do is sleep on your right side! So between being extremely uncomfortable with a big tummy, and having to pee every 2 hours, im realizing that this is only going to get worse over the next 5 and a half weeks...and will be followed by night time feedings and a crying baby.Needless to say, it will probably be a year at least before i get to sleep well again. I know it will all be worth it though when i get to see my sweet baby's face!